More on Thursday

I have been real busy for the past week. Preparing for my convocation: going to cut and dye my hair, threading my eyebrows. Not including my normal schedule of working and aqua aerobic. Saturday, Sunday and Monday had been delicated to Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows. Thus I have missed 1 full week of bbt and now I'm trying to catch up with what I missed.

I promise to...
1) send all the photos out to all my friends
2) update my blog on my convocation and the guys birthday; two important events so they deserve one post each
3) load up all the photos and video on multipy and youtube

I promise! All will be done on thursday. Wednesday is aqua aerobic day and I'm scared that I'll be too tired to be online to do all these. But I promise more on Thursday, so come back on thursday or friday, k?

PS: At the meantime, bear with the photo of me and my mum :D

20072007

I had to say Meiying really know how to choose a day for gathering. Look at the nice number on the title! I recieved a sms from Chewting saying this:

Years come and go.. But today is a special day. 20072007 Double Match. It only happens once in a lifetime!

The bunch of cuties and sweeties I met for dinner yesterday. I think I better clarify myself and said the cuties and sweeties only refer to the girls. The photos quality are not good cos I took them with my handphone. But then, it's better to see photos then not seeing them rite?

Out of the 5 people, 3 of us will be attending our convocation the coming week. I'm not sure if they are gald to be leaving but I'm definitely not. That is this part of me which really hopes that Friday will never come. I still wish to be able to step into NTU compound saying that I'm still an undergraduate. But there is this part of me really wanting to meet my classmates again. And I seriously want a break from work after all the emotional impact for the past few days. Taking leave for convocation seems to be the most acceptable reason.

Dinner is at Hog's Breath Cafe. I won't say I really like them maybe because I'm already quite full during dinner after my company's durian party at 4. But the portion is really big for me and people with stomach like Meiying, it's super super big. It's definitely worth a try since the service there is really good. At least the waiter and waitress are efficient. And some are actually quite cute-looking. Wahaa...

Dessert at Bakers' Inn. You can see my stomach protesting to explode by now. Luckily I only ordered a drink so it's still not that bad.

I really had fun yesterday night considering what a bad day I have in the office. Thanks for all the entertainment and jokes. It's always so nice talking to your friends who also treat you as friends. I want to have more gatheirng with my other friends too!

PS: I was telling them I found myself quite a sociable person and all of them burst out laughing. They were saying it's like telling people, " I think I'm pretty so what do you think?" But then, I seriously think I'm quite sociable, maybe the word "sociable" is not exactly the right word. I also don't know what is the right word to describe it. But then, I seriously think that it's one of my plus point out of the many many negative points.

PPS: Meiying, I tried the mascara le. Seriously speaking, I don't know how to differentiate between a good mascara and a bad one. All my life I have only been using the Lancome ones. So I really don't know how to comment other than saying the comb is different from those of Lancome. Haa! Seems like a useless comment.

Sprees

Went shopping with Shuyi yesterday. I'll say I totally enjoyed it but it really cost me to burn a big big hole in my pocket.

I have gotten my 2nd salary by now and yet to really get anything for myself. I spent the 1st salary buying a new Samsung LCD screen and winter wear for my sister. So now I am spending my 2nd salary buying things for myself.

But I'm definitely going to get poorer next week. I have yet to cut my hair and thread my eyebrows for my convocation. And I'm still thinking of stocking up my cosmestic too.

Back to my buys on Friday...

I wanted to get heels but who can resist this cute, pretty new shoes. And this is the last pair for my size, so I have got to bring it home.

As I have said, I wanted to get heels. So how can I stop my shopping trip without any heels in my shopping bag? As I used flash to take the photos, the color looks really light. It's actually in a much darker shade of blue and it's really prettier.

This is an old pair of heels as you can see how dirty it looks. But I really love it cos it's high yet super comfortable. I always wanted to wear it to convocation until I bought the new blue heels above. So now, I can't decide on which one to wear? The blue one or the black one?? Any advice from you people...

In case alot of you are wonder who is lilJay from my msn nick, he is my favourite from lollipop. Okie, I can see alot of people muttering to themselves that they are not interested. But then, I just want to show whoever is interested how he looks like. *cute to the max*

PS: I also bought a dress but I'm too lazy to take a photo with it on. Better to keep the suspend and see me wearing in real life rite?

PSS: Just before I was typing here, I bought a new bag online. OMG!!! I'm really spending too much this month. I really really need to force myself to save more....

Random

Time flies. I'm officially going to be a graduate in two weeks time. Not longer an undergraduate any more.

I'm going to miss school but definitely not exams. The only good thing about work is I get to get money in every week. Considering the amount of money I spent now, I hope my saving will grow. And I can be a rich woman soon. Wahaa...
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Totally addicted to heels now. Though everyone is saying no one will wear heels to construction site, then I'm definitely someone who don't follow the norm. So heels to work everyday. And I have trained myself to the state that I won't have any more cramps. I hope I'll have toner legs soon. Going to get new heels tomorrow. Can't wait to go shopping. Haa. And I just found out that I actually quite tall. I'm taller than most of the guys on the train when I wear heels. Haa... Or I should say guys nowadays are actaully quite short?
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Lots of things happen the past few days. I won't say they are real bad or real good. But some really bring back lots of memories. And I really need to train myself to be stronger; emotionally. Not letting myself get so controlled by my feelings.

Anyway, I took up aqua aerobics. Hoping to look slimmer on my convocation but it don't seems to be very effective on me. So now I'm thinking of either taking up kick-boxing or some dancing lessons. Haa.. But then, the other part of me hope to save the money spend on lessons.
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Wish xiaoai good luck for the interview tomorrow. And remember to save lots of money too for our taiwan trip!!!

Guilt

I hate the feeling of being weak. I hate showing my feelings and letting others know that I can be such an emotional person.

I just hate to hear people aruging because of me. Though it's not my fault, still the whole issue started because of me. I just feel gulity for someone to stand up for me when he really dont need to. It totally not related to him so there's really no need for him to speak up for me.

If no one wants to do it, then I can do it. There's no point trying to pin point on who should do the job. I rather have peace and harmony than people feeling uncomfortable when seeing each other. Maybe like what others say; I'm still a little kid which haven seen the real working world. But I rather believe that all problems can be solved by talking nicely and clearing things up. All of us are born kind and understanding. It's just that people interpert things differently so we need to talk in their kind of language to make them understand.

The last time I felt so upset was about half year earlier. I cried for one whole week.

Maybe I take things too hardly sometimes.
Maybe I'm just not suitable for what I'm doing now.
Maybe I should not have rejected the bank job which I was once very interested in.

I just hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

Will tomorrow be a better day??